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Ｆｉｒｓｔｌｙ，　Ｉｍ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｈａｐｐｙ　ａｓ　ｈｏｌｉｄａｙ　ｓｔａｒｔｓ　ｆｒｏｍ　ｎｏｗ！！！ｗｏｏｈｏｏｏ Ｓｅｃｏｎｄｌｙ，Ｉｍ　ｆｅｌｔ　ｇｕｉｌｔｙ Ｉ　ｄｏｎｔ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｈｏｗ　ｉ　ｃａｎ　ｃｏｎｔｒｉｂｕｔｅ　ｔｏ　ｍｙ　ｃｌａｓｓ Ｔｈｉｓ　ｉｓ　ｔｈｅ　ｌａｓｔ　ｙｅａｒ．Ｉ　ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｗｉｓｈ　ｉ　ｃａｎ　ｉｍｐｒｅｓｓ　ｔｈｅｍ　． Ｎｏ，ｉｔ　ｓｈｏｕｌｄ　ｂｅ　ｍｙ　ｅｘｉｓｔｅｎｃｅ　ｃａｎ　ｃａｒｖｅ　ｉｎ　ｔｈｅｉｒ　ｍｉｎｄ． Ｉ　ｈｏｐｅ　ｉ　ｃａｎ　ｃｌｏｓｅ　ｗｉｔｈ　ａｌｌ　ｏｆ　ｔｈｅｍ．ｅｘｃｅｐｔ　ｈｉｍ？　Ｍａｙｂｅ　ｙｅｓ　Ｍａｙｂｅ　ｎｏｔ Ｂｕｔ　Ｉ　ｋｎｅｗ　ｓｏｍｅ　ｏｆ　ｔｈｅｍ　ｓｔｉｌｌ　ｍｉｓｓ　ｔｈｅ　ｌａｓｔ　ｙｅａｒ． Ｔｒｕｅ．Ｍａｎｙ　ｏｆ　ｔｈｅｍ　ｈａｄ　ｎｉｃｅ　ａｎｄ　ｍｅｍｏｒａｂｌｅ　ｄａｙｓ　ｉｎ　ｔｈｅｉｒ　ｅｘ－ｃｌａｓｓ． ｈａｈａ，　ｙｏｕ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｗｈａｔ？ Ｗｈｅｎ　ｔｈｅｙ　ｓａｙ　ｍｉｓｓ　ｔｈｅ　ｌａｓｔ　ｙｅａｒ．．．Ｉ　ｄｏｎｔ　ｈａｖｅ　ａｎｙ　ｆｅｅｌｉｎｇｓ　ａｂｏｕｔ　ｉｔ． Ｔｈｉｓ　ｍｅａｎｓ　Ｉ＇ｍ　ｎｏｔ　ｃｌｏｓｅ　ｅｎｏｕｇｈ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｍｅ　ｅｘ－ｃｌａｓｓ． Ｔｒｕｅ．　Ｎｏｂｏｄｙ　ｎｏｔｉｃｅｓ　ｍｅ　．　Ｅｖｅｎ　ｔｈｏｕｇｈ　ｉ　ｔｒｉｅｄ． Ｔｈｅｙ　ａｌｒｅａｄｙ　ｈａｖｅ　ｆｒｉｅｎｄｓ　ｗｈｉｃｈ　ｃａｎｎｏｔ　ｃｏｍｐｒｉｓｅｓ　ｏｔｈｅｒｓ． Ｉ＇ｍ　ｔｏｏ　ｓｈｅｅｐｉｓｈ． Ｆｉｎｅ．　Ｔｈｉｓ　ｗａｓ　ａ　ｐａｓｔ． Ｉ　ｓｈｏｕｌｄ　ｎｏｔ　ｌｉｖｅ　ｉｎ　ｔｈｅ　ｐａｓｔ　ａｇａｉｎ． Ｔｈｉｒｄ， Ｔｈｉｓ　ｙｅａｒ　ｉｓ　ｍｙ　ｌａｓｔ　ｙｅａｒ　ｏｆ　ｓｅｃｏｎｄａｒｙ　ｓｃｈｏｏｌ　ｌｉｆｅ． Ｉ　ｓｈｏｕｌｄ　ｓｏ　ｓｏｍｅｔｈｉｎｇ　ｔｏ　ｌｅｔ　ｔｈｅｍ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｏｆ　ｍｅ． Ｉｔ　ｓｅｅｍｓ　ｕｓｅｌｅｓｓ． Ｉ　ｃａｎ　ｕｎｄｅｒｓｔａｎｄ　ｈｏｗ　ｍｙ　ｍｏｎｉｔｏｒ　ｃｌａｓｓ　ｆｅｅｌｉｎｇ　ｗｈｅｎ　ｈｅ／ｓｈｅ　ｆａｃｅｄ　ｔｈｅｍ　ｔｏ　 ａｎｎｏｕｎｃｅ　ｓｏｍｅｔｈｉｎｇ． Ｔｈｅｙ　ａｒｅ　ｔｉｒｅｄ　．Ｔｈｅｙ　ｓｔｉｌｌ　ｂｅｈａｖｅｄ　ｌｉｋｅ　ｔｈａｔ． Ｉ　ｆｅｌｔ　Ｇｕｉlty. I guess im one of them too? But , i admit i really want to ｕｎｉｔｅ．　 Ｉ　ｄｏｎｔ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｗｈａｔ　ｃａｎ　ｉ　ｄｏ　ｗｈｅｎ　ｉｍ　ａｌｏｎｅ　．．． Ｉ　ｃａｎｔ　． Ｉｔ＇ｓ　ａ　ｍｉｓｅｒａｂｌｅ　ｔｉｍｅ　ｆｏｒ　ｍｅ　ｗｈｅｎ　ｉ＇ｍ　ａｌｏｎｅ． Ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｓｏｒｒｙ． Ｉ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｔｒｙ　ａｇａｉｎ． Ｆｏｕｒｔｈ．．．． Ｉ　ｇｕｅｓｓ．．．Ｉ　ｓｈｏｕｌｄｎｔ　ｗｒｉｔｅ　ｉｔ　ｏｕｔ． Ｋｅｅｐ　Ｉｎｓｉｄｅ　ｉｓ　ｂｅｔｔｅｒ． Ａｓ　ｉ　Ｄｏｎｔ　ｈａｖｅ　ｑｕａｌｉｆｉｃａｔｉｏｎ　ｔｏ　ｄｏ　ｓｏ． Ｉ　ｓｔｉｌｌ　ｐｅｒｓｕａｄｅ　ｍｙｓｅｌｆ． Ｉｔ＇ｓ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｔｅｍｐｏｒａｒｉｌｙ． Ｉ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｆｏｒｇｅｔ　ａｆｔｅｒ　Ｎｏｔ　ｓｅｅｉｎｇ　．．． Ｔｈａｔ＇ｓ　ａｌｌ．