...what can i say?

well...i dont know wat can i do now...
time sure flew fast...next year SPM...next year..Uec ...again...till 27/12...
the end of the world...
sumtimes i ask myself...what is the purpose i live for?
for ambition? for dream comes true? for seeing the changes of the world? for ntg? or what?i dont know...
well,now ,maybe im lived for ambition,for my target...so, need to study...
study study study ...then im wonder again...why should i study?
for survive in this world more longer...? don't know...
so....
what the main point?!
the main point? i dont know... i feel my life is meaningless at that moment...
dun hv any memory tat should i stay in this world...but since i found u...
my life had change...im really grateful...u made me had a target now...
but still...i need to study until graduate...haiz...
As a student,what things make them fear in the school?
As a hardworking student,pressure makes them suffer...so is it their fear? maybe...
As a lazy student,nothing makes them fear,except one thing- freedom ...i guess...
As a normal student,report card makes them fear...why?
Still need i say?
Of course because the result....
fear to face parents...
Just like me...
Because
im just an ordinary human being....
That all...
We cant chg the result...but we can change our destiny...if you...
Be patient,hardworking and dont give up ...
Well,
This quite funny for me...
As i dont hv the confident...
Im just a coward.....
dont hv the courage face the problem i had...
That why im always feel depress...
Always negatif...
Im really envy to know...
What is the impression i gave u all?
There is a gap between us...
not only family not only scout even my fellow friends...
I don't know....i don't know when did i hurt you...
I know i sometimes made u all unhappy..
im really sorry ..guys....sorry...
Lets work hard together... okay?
Friends....
Together...forever ... never....end...