未来，要如何面对?
不懂。。。
很担忧。。。
自己的兴趣对未来的我。。。有用么?
我不想放弃。。。
可是，正当要练习的那刻，
一堆烦死人的事务滚滚而来。。。
唉。。。
Yesterday...
I,,,
really dont know what happen...
Did i do something wrong?
Is it true im too overrating?!
Ya...mayb it true i cant control my temper and suddenly become [razy...
but...I still cant get it what's wrong i had done?
jz because i tantrum ?
Fine....
Is this a curse?
They seem ignored me...
leave me behind...
Im afraid...Im going Back To the Dark,Lonely,Gloomy,Desolate Corner ...
Just like the scene of My Standard 3...
Criticize by them...
Be scold BY them...
Im just a foolish...
Yesterday...
I only realized...
I don't have praised by them...
just Be Scolded...
Im so desire praise by them...
How i Wish...
But Whatever I do, I just cant get their attention ...
Im Just like a Loser...
They Unconcerned to me..."As cold as like im being in polar region..."
Do they really care about me?
Do they?
Saturday, August 14, 2010
如何是好?
Posted by Ayano at 3:28 PM
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stop saying u r a looser....
that makes u look like 1...when u talk about it...
besides....u have a very big mistake....u didnt had any confident....this is ur mistake...b urself...dun care anyone how 2 look at you...
then...u will not b alone...think about it...
How can i dun care?...is impossible!
My past made me afraid....
I cant face that kind problem again...
Is too hard for me...
A wound in my childhood is cant recover forever...Even someone is trying to hlp me...
Im still want evade from it
that why im saying im a loser!
HELLO...
wake up...what's wrong about u...
u still wanna b a looser??then juz b one...
ppl help u ....u need 2 stand up girl...where is ur courage??
if not no 1 will help u anymore...
and that time ...
u r really a looser+looner...
get up man...do not b scard...
that's lot of ppl bhind u...
wrong is juz a part of being the top...
=.=lol....
Dreams is in my mind forever,
Somethings that could makes humans
fear...
Evade is just for timid girl like me
to recuse myself...
I dont think they are someone really support me at there...
They must be fake to help...
Honestly,im hard to trust someone who really care me....especially my family....
r u asying me im a fake??all ur friend is fake???look beside u...wat r friends 4...
is a friend 4 a name,ot in ur defination,friend is a untrustable people???if that so,y still u want 2 make friend??ha?!4 fun...friend is 4 use....think about it...
i juz cant think wat medicine did they gave u when ur std4...a potion??find...juz u can get help from use...thats friend 4....some friends they really they didnt care about u,but it is not all of them my dear...
of course ...
im not mean that...
I know you all are nt like i mentioned,
i know u all can be trusted...
I know what friends for,
but sumtimes i realized I the one who likes always watch friends every moment,may be b Quiet is good for me...
oh dear...
we love u...
so, dont be like that pls...
我并不擅长安慰的话语……
只希望你能开心……
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