Numb...coma...=.=

today
1st recess ,fish find us senior venture...
I wonder,
discuss about the recruit student event...
what conclusion will i have?
reached...
ventures there
discuss
fish told me the 1st thing,
but it didnt surprise me...
I know that day will come one day....
Just cant face it ,
but now,
after 3/10 &2/11~4/11...
i knew many fact...
It really made me speechless and numb...
but so what?!
I cant do anything at all...
I tried,
persuaded them...
the consequence still didnt change,
although not all of them,
at least i tried...
hmm...
left 20 only,
i wonder when i graduate,
how many left on that moment?
or...
it really had a bad luck
dismissed ...and i joined other society?
haiz,
i dont want to accept this
really numb
numb
im going coma later。。。LOL
Now my brain is full of scouts...
scouts scout scout...
LOL,,,
now im try to make a plan,
try to change the fate ...
the LAST CHANCE,
at 29/12/10
...
I MUST TRY MY BEST...
ALTHOUGH I THINK NOT REALLY MEANING ABOUT DOING THIS...
but our target not same already!XD
tomorrow is last day ...
result time,
but i knew alredy LOL
hmm..that's all ...
senior 1 art school life ...

THE END...